Hey, I'm Fajar!
I'm an ENTP who never runs out of curiosity. That curiosity always takes me from one adventure to another, from writing lines of code to conquering mountain peaks. This blog was born from the desire to bind every piece of that story in writing.
Who Am I? Jack of All Trades, Master of None?
Maybe that's the most fitting description. I'm easily drawn to many things: building aquascapes, hiking mountains, tinkering with motorcycles, graphic design, computer service, fixing phones, AC, electronics, to writing code. My journey in tech started from vocational high school majoring in Information Systems, but fate led me to Economics in university. Yet curiosity never stopped—I once started a small coffee shop during college, opened a data processing service, even managed a student food stall called Burjo Mahasiswa and Kopi Klotok. Every experience, to me, is a puzzle piece that shapes who I am now.
A turning point came in 2024, when I decided to become an expatriate in Malaysia, working in risk management at an international company. Here, I met colleagues from Japan, Korea, Philippines, and many other countries—this diversity reignited my passion for learning Japanese and kanji. I used to dislike traveling, but now, every opportunity to explore new places becomes a moment I welcome joyfully to capture and share through writing on this site.
The life motto I live by now is the Javanese philosophy, *eling lan waspodo*, which means staying aware and vigilant of your original purpose amidst many distractions. For me, this is an anchor for chasing big dreams: climbing world mountains, watching anime without subtitles, and someday in old age, returning to a remote village to become a religious teacher sharing knowledge and hope for future generations. Welcome, let's adventure together through writing!
Behind the names Ygnizem & Kamajaya?
Ygnizem (or Egnigem) is a Boss Monster in Ragnarok Online that was very iconic when I was in elementary school. Back then, defeating it required a solid warnet team because it was so difficult. The unique character design and memories of hunting for its card made this name stick and I've used it ever since. Meanwhile, I also use the name Kama or Kamajaya. The origin is simple: my sibling called me "Masma" (in Javanese, Mas means Brother, and Ma is the last syllable of my last name), which then became easier to pronounce as "Kakma", then even easier as "Kama". But this name grew into a philosophy. In wayang, Kamajaya is the God of Love full of compassion. I love that philosophy. So, if you see an avatar named Kama, that's another side of me.
What wayang character is the web theme?
That is Rahwana, better known as Dasamuka or ten-faced. He is the main antagonist in the Ramayana legend. I liked his character after watching the Rahwana Putih film in an online Youtube performance during college. Inspired by Sujiwo Tejo's works, Rahwana symbolizes love that is pure, honest, and loyal until the end. With his ten heads (Dasamuka), he only thought of one woman—Shinta.
About this Website:
I'll use this web for various kinds of writing. Writing about my journeys, my history, hobbies, and everything else for everyone stranded on the internet, who happens to stop by my place whether intentionally or not.
The Grid
Beyond the clean interface lies a hidden layer. Inspired by the digital rain of The Matrix, this website features a built-in Easter Eggs accessible via a secret keystroke. It serves as a nod to the underlying code that powers our digital reality.
Type "matrix" anywhere to unlock the Easter Eggs.
Tech Stack & Tools
Although my current professional background isn't fully in IT, I remain enthusiastic about technological advancements. Here are some tools I master as a Jack of All Trades:
I've also built various applications with what I know:
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Let's Connect
Feel free to reach out if you want to collaborate, have a question, or just want to chat about technology, travel, and the meaning of life.